Sept 2 --- My husband

I have had a fear & gen feeling of mistrust, etc. triggered by the group that G's hanging with now.  Ron, the non-stop talker, annoys me. He doesn't let anybody get a word in edgewise.  He makes me uncomfortable.  I am not feeling secure enough to hang around the group when the whole number is large.  I'd rather be with them in small numbers.  I don't get a chance to talk or visit when Ron is monopolizing the conversation.   Anyway, I felt a little uneasy about being with the large group.  So when Greg got up to go to the brunch at Jim & Effie's, I told him that I wasn't going to get up to go; but for hm to have a good time.

Anyway, later in the day...  I asked Greg to sit down and I told him that I was uneasy about being a part of the group because of being scapegoated by my family.  These are people that are more Greg's friends than mine.  The conversation is dominated all the time by Ron and it makes me uncomfortable to talk in front of them. 

Greg comforted me and was very supportive.  I felt a whole lot better afterward.  It was healed and I felt free and good.   When I got home from grocery shopping, Greggy had vacuumed.  That was so sweet of him.  He & I sat together and watched television and I had a fireplace in my heart because ofbeing with Greg.  I don't know what I would do in this life if I didn't have him.  Life is worth living with my love.