I Don't Understand

Since November of 2012, my stepfather Jerry has not wanted me to come to their house and see Mom.  I don't understand.  Jody started giving him alot of trouble and trying to intimidate him in October, I believe.  Jerry for whatever reason he will not verbalize to me ... doesn't want me to come see Mom.   He sounds like to me, that he may be wigged out over Jody.  That he may be scared of any other kid of Mom's coming to possibly cause trouble.  He doesn't know me.  I am scared that Mom will pass without me seeing her again. 

Greg tell me that I should do what I feel like doing.  I don't understand where Jerry is coming from at all.   I offered my help in moving but he wouldn't take it.  He only wanted Patty's help.  It reminds me of the all of the vacations and times that Mom & Jerry spent with Patty's family and no time was ever spent with me coming to my home or going on vacation with Greg & I.  A whole sale abandonment.

If Mom was in her right mind, she would not allow this to be happening.  I've never asked for any financial help nor have I accepted any when offered except for one time of $200 over the past five years, when Mom offered it to pay for my flight.  I thought they were having financial difficulties so I never took any money from Mom.

That family will always confuse me and they will not communicate directly with me.  I've missed having a loving family my entire life.  I also missed the cognitive benefits of never having one.  One would call it having cognitive deficits.